1. Looking at myself.
I look at a mirror and saw someone I don't know. This person standing in front of me is a stranger, with dark circles around the eyes, dull skin, dry hair, big tummy and dark aura - is this really me. I smiled but I just saw a girl pretending to be happy. I tried to tuck my burgeoning belly - nope that didn't trick my eyes in seeing what i have let go so much... my own body. Dressing up is the hardest, nothing looks good at you. What have i done? what will i do....
2. Ms. Pessimist
Why do i look at the glass always half empty and not half full... why don't i learn to let go of things that had happened in the past. I tell myself to start thinking positively, to learn to forgive and forget, learn to move, to take risk and be more adventurous. the year has passed and i didn't grow. i just moved back, stepped back not just one step but maybe even 10. what have i'd become? what will i do....
3. the next year 2013....
This year have not been that good to me, i have to admit that i have been uncontrollable and that i have always let my emotions get the best of me. what should i do now. should i wait 14 more days before i start doing something.... i dont want to wait anymore... ill start with myself, then my family, then friends and the list will go on....
SORRY to everyone i have hurt. SORRY to the things i have said. SORRY for anything that i might have done that in any way have upset you or disappointed you.
4. MOVING on today and for a better life...
I still dont know where life will take me, what i really want to see myself in. but today ill start with caring for myself and for everyone. this year is not the best but i have to make it better.
give me a second chance? if i fall dont judge me. if i make it, will you be there to celebrate with me? if i need help can you push me a little so i can reach the finish line...
i have to move on. things that have happen i need to accept it and start with moving on. living each day with no regrets.. i am only young once and may never get the chance again. ill start with de-cluttering my life.
5. For my new life...start each day with a prayer to God and a smile
a. take care of my son and husband.
b. control emotions and think before you speak
c. learn to forgive and always take the higher ground
d. take care of your body and health - life is a gift and there is so many things i still want to do and can only do if i have a strong body.
e. organize and de-clutter stuff, room, things, life, love, friends and family
f. Start making plans
g. take risk - know what you want and work hard for it
h. study.study.study - - - learn new skills, go up!!
i. read more!
j. make a list and do it!
k. open self to new things.....
l. be flexible!
m. be someone you want to be and not someone you don't want to be friends with....
n. give more
o. help without expecting anything in return.
p. be sweet and caring
q. listen to music
r. start dancing again....
s. SMILE
t. LOVE
u. learn to cook
v. travel
w. write everyday.
x. always have a clean room!!
y. learn that life can be a party - you just have to make it!
z. BE HAPPY!!
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Happy holidays everyone... and have a great new year!!
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