Its been more than a week now since i last posted.... just been so busy with Christmas, shopping, and work. anyhow here's my week as an overview...
First, I had a friendship with someone that just got a lot better and closer -- made me look into things differently and made me realize how easy it is to forgive.
Second, more self control when it comes to my emotions although i always go nuts with my partners annoying habit... lolz...
Third, I have a cellphone to use for the mean time... yey! feels great to reconnect with old friends...
Fourth, I met up with High school Barkadas and made me realize how lucky I am to have such friends that I know will always be there and the connection will never be tainted by time or space.
Fifth, Just so glad that through the year 2012 me and my fiancée are covered with so much work and so busy earning bucks for our savings that i am glad we were able to share a bit of it to families, friends, and to others as well....
- BTW i forgot to add on my new year resolution is to never miss a check up for my son, go have myself check as well regularly bec. everyone knows health is wealth....
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! lets end the year with a blast.... no work for me! yay!
Sunday 30 December 2012
Wednesday 19 December 2012
DEC 17, 2012
Dec 17, 2012
I started the day with a resolution in mind that I will change. and I will change for the better... I started with my self... hahaha... kakagising ko palang na break ko na kagad - pero it's ok hindi naman ako on-off switch that can change in just a few hours.... anu nangyari??
I have an appointment by 9am that I was hesitant to attend so, I stayed up playing some games and just watch dvd... i ended up with only 2 hours of sleep when my sister had to wake me up to remind me that someone will pick me up by 9am... eh isa sa mga sakit ko ay ang pagiging so grumpy kapag kulang ang tulog so i do the "old banayad grumpiness - w/c is ang maglakad at magsalita ng tuloy tuloy without a care basta ma express lang ang kabanasan" hahaha... i was reminded by my hubby about it so that when i stopped. hahaha anu ba yan ilan oras pa lang eh ngkamali na ako.,.. so when the van came, i started with smiling and being polite to everyone i meet. after 4 hours pagkauwi ko, i started with being nice with everyone and even though antok na ako and with my little cousins kakulitan i really tried to control myself and just ask them as nice as possible not to be maingay!! hehehe.. i had a good 4 hours of sleep and by 5pm we went to sm where kahit dami tao only positive vibes!! xmas rush can really be hustle pero with teamwork saglit lang at naconquer din namin at least half of what i need to buy... all the kids gifts are done.. yung para na lang sa teammates, few inaanaks at for my parents na lang ang kulang!! so i still have a week... although may pasok i still have 1 day off na sana masingit ko at makabili ako ng xmas gift ko!! hehehehe... any ways overall it was a great day that i was able to spend the day with my son.. btw nun natulog ako ng 4 hrs katabi ko baby ko w/c is already heaven and then when we went to sm, kahit nakakahilo at mabigat i carried him for the most time...
not everything you want, you can get, nothing is impossible as long as you try your best and never give up... i am still a work in progress... it may take me years before i can remove negativity from my thinking/habit but as long as i keep an open mind and think first before i act i can do anything.... for my son, for my family.... for myself...
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Monday 17 December 2012
MAY 10, 2012
* THIS IS MY SON'S FIRST BIRTHDAY
* This is when XTIAN pop the question. THE PROPOSAL...
infront of everyone. our family and friends....
the shirt was worn by my son. and he gave me this ring....
If you know us. If you know Xtian, you know that he was never the sweet boyfriend nor is he the ideal partner. somehow we work.
* This is when XTIAN pop the question. THE PROPOSAL...
infront of everyone. our family and friends....
the shirt was worn by my son. and he gave me this ring....
If you know us. If you know Xtian, you know that he was never the sweet boyfriend nor is he the ideal partner. somehow we work.
Letting go...
Today is Dec 17, 2012 - only 4 days before the end of the world (12-21-12) and 8 days before Christmas 2012...
1. Looking at myself.
I look at a mirror and saw someone I don't know. This person standing in front of me is a stranger, with dark circles around the eyes, dull skin, dry hair, big tummy and dark aura - is this really me. I smiled but I just saw a girl pretending to be happy. I tried to tuck my burgeoning belly - nope that didn't trick my eyes in seeing what i have let go so much... my own body. Dressing up is the hardest, nothing looks good at you. What have i done? what will i do....
2. Ms. Pessimist
Why do i look at the glass always half empty and not half full... why don't i learn to let go of things that had happened in the past. I tell myself to start thinking positively, to learn to forgive and forget, learn to move, to take risk and be more adventurous. the year has passed and i didn't grow. i just moved back, stepped back not just one step but maybe even 10. what have i'd become? what will i do....
3. the next year 2013....
This year have not been that good to me, i have to admit that i have been uncontrollable and that i have always let my emotions get the best of me. what should i do now. should i wait 14 more days before i start doing something.... i dont want to wait anymore... ill start with myself, then my family, then friends and the list will go on....
SORRY to everyone i have hurt. SORRY to the things i have said. SORRY for anything that i might have done that in any way have upset you or disappointed you.
4. MOVING on today and for a better life...
I still dont know where life will take me, what i really want to see myself in. but today ill start with caring for myself and for everyone. this year is not the best but i have to make it better.
give me a second chance? if i fall dont judge me. if i make it, will you be there to celebrate with me? if i need help can you push me a little so i can reach the finish line...
i have to move on. things that have happen i need to accept it and start with moving on. living each day with no regrets.. i am only young once and may never get the chance again. ill start with de-cluttering my life.
5. For my new life...start each day with a prayer to God and a smile
a. take care of my son and husband.
b. control emotions and think before you speak
c. learn to forgive and always take the higher ground
d. take care of your body and health - life is a gift and there is so many things i still want to do and can only do if i have a strong body.
e. organize and de-clutter stuff, room, things, life, love, friends and family
f. Start making plans
g. take risk - know what you want and work hard for it
h. study.study.study - - - learn new skills, go up!!
i. read more!
j. make a list and do it!
k. open self to new things.....
l. be flexible!
m. be someone you want to be and not someone you don't want to be friends with....
n. give more
o. help without expecting anything in return.
p. be sweet and caring
q. listen to music
r. start dancing again....
s. SMILE
t. LOVE
u. learn to cook
v. travel
w. write everyday.
x. always have a clean room!!
y. learn that life can be a party - you just have to make it!
z. BE HAPPY!!
..
Happy holidays everyone... and have a great new year!!
1. Looking at myself.
I look at a mirror and saw someone I don't know. This person standing in front of me is a stranger, with dark circles around the eyes, dull skin, dry hair, big tummy and dark aura - is this really me. I smiled but I just saw a girl pretending to be happy. I tried to tuck my burgeoning belly - nope that didn't trick my eyes in seeing what i have let go so much... my own body. Dressing up is the hardest, nothing looks good at you. What have i done? what will i do....
2. Ms. Pessimist
Why do i look at the glass always half empty and not half full... why don't i learn to let go of things that had happened in the past. I tell myself to start thinking positively, to learn to forgive and forget, learn to move, to take risk and be more adventurous. the year has passed and i didn't grow. i just moved back, stepped back not just one step but maybe even 10. what have i'd become? what will i do....
3. the next year 2013....
This year have not been that good to me, i have to admit that i have been uncontrollable and that i have always let my emotions get the best of me. what should i do now. should i wait 14 more days before i start doing something.... i dont want to wait anymore... ill start with myself, then my family, then friends and the list will go on....
SORRY to everyone i have hurt. SORRY to the things i have said. SORRY for anything that i might have done that in any way have upset you or disappointed you.
4. MOVING on today and for a better life...
I still dont know where life will take me, what i really want to see myself in. but today ill start with caring for myself and for everyone. this year is not the best but i have to make it better.
give me a second chance? if i fall dont judge me. if i make it, will you be there to celebrate with me? if i need help can you push me a little so i can reach the finish line...
i have to move on. things that have happen i need to accept it and start with moving on. living each day with no regrets.. i am only young once and may never get the chance again. ill start with de-cluttering my life.
5. For my new life...start each day with a prayer to God and a smile
a. take care of my son and husband.
b. control emotions and think before you speak
c. learn to forgive and always take the higher ground
d. take care of your body and health - life is a gift and there is so many things i still want to do and can only do if i have a strong body.
e. organize and de-clutter stuff, room, things, life, love, friends and family
f. Start making plans
g. take risk - know what you want and work hard for it
h. study.study.study - - - learn new skills, go up!!
i. read more!
j. make a list and do it!
k. open self to new things.....
l. be flexible!
m. be someone you want to be and not someone you don't want to be friends with....
n. give more
o. help without expecting anything in return.
p. be sweet and caring
q. listen to music
r. start dancing again....
s. SMILE
t. LOVE
u. learn to cook
v. travel
w. write everyday.
x. always have a clean room!!
y. learn that life can be a party - you just have to make it!
z. BE HAPPY!!
..
Happy holidays everyone... and have a great new year!!
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